friends.
August 25, 2006 | 10:27 AM
曲：No Promises - Shayne Ward
i have been immersing myself in agatha christie for the past two days so now my mind is filled with hercule poirot, ariadne oliver and of course, miss jane marple. i think i finished four books in one day and a half, which is quite sick, now i think about it. both mdm rosnah and mr wong were surprised to see me reading something to them were "secondary school material", but well. i mean to finish her whole series of crime books. she is genius, really. how i wish i can write like tt.
sometimes there are many things that start you thinking. i think many of us go around with the assumption that the people aroound us see us the way we want them to see us. imagine how horrible it is for someone when one day he realises that people dont look at him that way at all. i put myself across rather messily, but thats what im sort of thinking about now.
the drama
nobuta wo produce showed me something really important. that how scary it is when people dont believe you, especially when you are telling the truth. how scary it is when you realise the people around you have lost their trust in you. perhaps it is a calling, to treat every relationship you have with respect. whether its your girlfriend, your friends, your family, your accquaintances, your enemies even. dont take for granted anyone around you.
sometimes when you step back and think, you realise with a shock that perhaps you have been taking a certain person for granted all this while. that you expect he/she'll always be there, that he/she wont mind etc.
have i taken some people for granted? i feel that perhaps i have. i cnt possibly expect that person to be there for me all the time bah. that's just it. dont expect anything from anyone, because its not up to you to decide how that person acts. unless commitments have been made, dont expect anything. its not being fair to the people around you. and you'll be all the more happier for someone does something for you when you least expect it. =)
we all love a little surprise, dont we? stay happy. 泣くのは負けだ。
velda.
